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Her name is: EJAYCRUZ.
Date of Birth: 26th of July.
Her Status: Attached.
A girl who has a boy’s name. Living in a boring world in a boring life. A left handed. Obsessed with colorful kawaii and sweet things. The girl who stole the Stars. Likes Koreanovelas. She cry and laugh at notsofunny things easily. She don’t have a favorite color (I love too many too choose). Craving to go to UK, not by airplane but by car, is that possible? Hahahaha. Someday I'm gonna marry with the most amazing, cutest, funniest, nicest, and completely perfect monster in the world. Still waiting. Hahahaha!
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Wednesday 7 July 2010 @ 01:49 | 10 Comments
Oh maybe, maybe :/

Coffee in hand, checked my inbox hoping to find something, anything. I do not do life lessons well. I repeat many mistakes hoping to find a clue, a reason, maybe even hope as to why I feel the way I do.

I am finding I am wanting to close the inner circle of people around me. Trust is going out the window. I have so much to say, yet want to say nothing. I want to yell and scream, yet I want hold it all inside. I want to confront, yet I want to run and hide. Nothing makes sense yet it all makes perfect sense. Confused? Then join me on my wild ride called life.

At times I feel so naive and stupid. Shall I say it? I feel used. I ignore all the signs, the gut feelings, the facts. Maybe a part of me secretly desires this confusion, pain and stupidity. I am re-known for my composure, level headedness and determination for truth. Where is it when I need it the most?

Coffee in hand, close down my inbox. I find nothing. As I knew I would. I am repeating a mistake in life's lessons. I still have no reason, clue and I am losing hope. Maybe this time I am slowly regaining what I need the most.

//Edit Entry// New Layout! Made and Design By: Me/Ejay (of course, please do not copy my style) Sorry for my lack of updates anyway.. Thanks! Ciao!


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